I'm in that place too, after an extremely hard 6 months ... wow, I've been dealing with this for 6 months. The most overwhelming feeling that I have is more a question, one of disbelief ... 'How did we, my amazing gorgeous boyfriend and I, the one that I thought I was going to marry, whom I trusted completely and could talk to about anything, the one I had amazing fun with, end up here?'. He won't even talk to me to help me move on. He's stonewalled me. I don't really care about the him having sex with another person so much, strange perhaps but true. But I do feel incredibly sad that he would choose to treat me this way, to disrespect me and our relationship by not talking to me. So ... overwhelming sadness is what I feel and disbelief.