Hi Proptart
I really needed to read that today. After another disastorous weekend that ended with him leaving in the middle of the night for a 7 hour drive to where he lives, I really begin to look at livin a life for me.
It feels wrong to leave him out of it. He is sick but won't see it. How much do I absorb before it crashes down on me. Your comments have given me hope. I am alone in this country, very alone and the thought of being absolutely alon without even his "company" is sarey at tiems.. you have shown I can do this. i just need to start. thanks