Last night was fun. There was a lot of snow, which made the journey 'eventful' but we made it to the restaurant in good spirits. The meal was lovely and it was a nice relaxing night. I've realised though that the closer it was to 'bed time' the more he slips into my mind and I had to really actively push thoughts out of my head. I text a couple of friends from work and that was good. I like being connected to others.went to be a midnight, but did wake up a few times in the night with him on my mind.  You can't control your subconscious I guess .
its the same story now- I woke up missing him terribly and wondering what h is doing HOWEVER I am going to post this and then I'm going to get myself up and organised and look forward to my day ahead. I really can only deal with one day at a time because it can be so emotionally demanding!!! But Friday night was a success overall- let me see if Saturday can be too!! 
How are all of your weekends going? Xx