Trying to Hope,

I understand the rush of emotions and the panicky feeling. You just feel like it's the end of the world and you just don't know what to do...*patz* Been there many times(maybe even recently). Did you know that there was a time when I started paying for stuff at the cashier and I would be overwhelmed by a panic attack for no rhyme nor reason? My legs and hands would start shaking a little, there was panic overwhelming me and it was inexplicable. It was a very tough existence.

So what you're feeling is actually quite normal. Yeah better to acknowledge than suppress anything. Better out than in. The panic attacks for me happen very infrequently now. Thank God for that. I think these feelings will slowly pass for you too over time. I know how you feel. It's the thought that you might never see him again that scares you. I totally understand and empathise, believe me. : _ /

I can't do or say anything to take your/our pain away overnight, but believe me when I say that the intensity of the pain lessens with each day that passes. You can quote me on that. Smile a little too k. No matter how tough it is. You will get through this eventually, slowly and in your own time. *patz*