Sully, I am in the same situation in that another episode has started (he has told me it is not depression, it is his anxiety and OCD this time) and my SO has left me, saying there is no future.  We went through this a decade ago and I naively believed it could never happen again, because it was so painful.  I suppose I'm just looking to hear how your journey was from your SO's last episode until now? Did he leave last time and find his way back? I wish you all the best!