Hi guys, I did have a great time in Hawaii. I imagined taking all the emotional pain and tying it securely on a raft, and setting it on fire. Then watching it drift westward into the sunset. Now that I am back home, I'm more at peace. I feel more in control of my life, and I can see things more clearly. I feel better about myself.

Newbies: There was a time when I literally cried constantly. Tears just flowed from my eyes practically 24/7. I physically was ill, I lost a lot of weight in a little time. I thought I could never live without my husband, I didn't understand, all I wanted were answers. I was where you may be now. I survived. You will too.

smiley: pimp