Ellen, you have been through a hell of a lot of S H I T...for lack of a better word in my saddened state...you've been through far worse than I've ever gone through...mine probably just scrapes the surface. Yet, you're so, so strong...so mindful...so objective...so analytical and never caved in to all this bad stuff...you are one tough cookie. Really tough cookie. Admirable. Definitely admirable...

As for the dog and walking, I guess you and the rest have analysed...I seem to always come late and pick up the scraps! Haha kidding...it's the difference in timings I guess...when I'm snoozing, you guys are furiously debating over here...heh. 

Much strength and fortitude to you too, Ellen. It's been a rollercoaster ride for you at times, hasn't it? God. Please. I pray for some respite and rest for Ellen. Please show her your will for her and this guy...I pray her time of uncertainty and confusion will come to an end soon...may you open up a path for her so she can see which direction she should head...thank you Lord.