Thank you Martin!! What you say makes sense. I'm glad that you are better. I will pray for you and your wife.
At one time he did want help. I can still remember the day he cried and said please help me. I did everything I could for him. In my opinion he is not ready to let all of his demons out. He had a pretty rough childhood and then the recent happened sending him over the edge. When I left he was taking meds and going to counceling. I am going to assume he probably has quit. I want so much for him to call me and say this was all a big mistake and he loves me. This situation has turned me inside out. I am sad and cry all the time. I am miserable without him in my life. He has hurt me deeply and has messed my head up as well but I have forgiven him. I just want him well so I can know his true feelings for me. I have turned it over to God so we will see what his plan is.
God Bless you!