I am so sorry to hear your story and your news of what is to happen.  It must be very difficult for you and I send my love to you and your children.  My husband made references to suicide many times and that was when I would take him back but I know that even if I had stayed with him, that cycle would never have broken.  There was a guy on here who used to give cryptic answers to questions we would ask and one of the things he said was that if he was with someone else, he might be with the right person and not act like that anymore and that when I realised I had to let him go.  He is with someone else now and says he is happy but I have nothing to do with him anymore.  How people die is down to lifestyle, situations, acccidents, choice etc and I won't let myself be responsible for how his end will happen.

Again, Im truly sorry and I will be thinking about you and your family today momobvious. xx