Hi lasthope

Sorry to hear about what you're going through. Is your exDBF on medication or seeing a counselor for his depression? It's good that he said that he's fighting for both you and to be free from depression. Hopefully he means it, and is legitimately taking steps to battle his depression. If he's not, then things will likely continue down this path of confusion.

Let us know what happens tonight. It's really hard to predict what he's going to do, so try not to think about that too much. Is there something you can do today and tonight to take your mind off of it?

Hugs.