I am really focusing on the kids to make sure that their lives are not disrupted too much by what is going on.

I feel a bit more relieved after reading Ann's books and now talking on here knowing that this is most likely a mental illness and that I am not this monster he created me to be.

One more question, do depressives usually file for divorce and go through it in this state of mind? Does the fog lift and they come back to their usual self after an episode like this?