Wow J27, my prayers go out to you and your children. Keep up your strength and I hope your outcome works in your favor.

my DH keeps talks about divorce makes a plan to discuss it and then we don't. I never bring it up because I don't want it to come to that.

today he texted me and asked to stop by his brother's house as he has a gift for me and the kids. I jokingly told my friend it was divorce papers, she said a hug and kiss. We were both right. He was walking back from lunch and one of the food trucks was making popcorn and he thought of me and grabbed me some. I gave him a kiss (a small one is all he would allow) and a hug. Did it out of habit, since I would always acknowledge his thoughtfulness like that. He then said "so this weekend will be my last free weekend before my new job starts. Let's get together and finalize all our divorce agreements so when it's time to file we are ready." Really?! I don't acknowledge his divorce talk and stared past him into the street. He went to the car and talked to the kids and then when we were leaving he gave me a hug and kiss goodbye and said he loved me a few times. My heart fluttered, he hasn't said he loved me since right before the divorce bomb was dropped.

talk about a roller coaster!!!