I count myself very lucky salsheime, there are others with far worse stories than mine, my kids and even the DH's family have been totally supportive of me.

I get what you're saying you don't want it to come to a Divorce, neither did I or many others on this board but the very sad fact is without proper treatment and help things can get much worse.


Mine told me he could never let me go as I meant so much to him, I was hugged and told I was loved and now this, it certainly is one crazy roller coaster ride and one that is solely driven by D. I know my DH cannot keep running from his anxiety attacks and D, I had it and I came through the other side.