So I've been out most of today, had a lovely day with my friends. As the day was wrapping up, the anxiety started creeping in about coming home to my DSO. I'd sent him a couple of texts but no responses. Come in and he's lying in darkness, I got grunts as responses to my couple of questions. Now I'm in the other room wondering if he'll even speak to me. Really hard on days like today. Feeling sick with anxiety in the other room wondering if he'll even come and speak to me. Or my usual anxiety, will he speak to me only to give me the 'I'm unhappy and don't want to be with you' speech. Does he resent me for being out doing my own thing today? Not an easy life 😞




