Okay - so it has been pointed out to me that I have a weird variation of fallout.
Refresher: unexpected breakup September 3, crazy contact, crazy no contact - push pull through the fall. Therapy/stop therapy. "You are toxic" no contact for a month, I break contact, he breaks down and cries. He texts about his anxiety, I text back, we go out for burger, I cry. He contacts through text - I stop by, he tells me the love of his life is his exwife and other mean spirited things wrapped up in an honesty bow. His exwife is with someone for 3 years - no chance of reclaiming his exwife. I cry and leave- He texts, we text, but no face to face for 2 weeks. the refresher course covers September through today.
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Today I am going out of my mind and need to get out of the house for longer than a couple hours. Problem, I have a dog
I text him this morning that i am stir crazy can he walk the dog? Yes, he is happy too. I come home after day out. He has texted me happy details of happy walking of canine - a romp, an adventure.
He can walk my dog, come in my place, let me know how good that was? I cannot however see him - I should not want to see him. When does this madness end. I am complicit, I know.
Question: If he is done, why isn't he done all the way? What's with the happy walking of the dog?
Refresher: unexpected breakup September 3, crazy contact, crazy no contact - push pull through the fall. Therapy/stop therapy. "You are toxic" no contact for a month, I break contact, he breaks down and cries. He texts about his anxiety, I text back, we go out for burger, I cry. He contacts through text - I stop by, he tells me the love of his life is his exwife and other mean spirited things wrapped up in an honesty bow. His exwife is with someone for 3 years - no chance of reclaiming his exwife. I cry and leave- He texts, we text, but no face to face for 2 weeks. the refresher course covers September through today.
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Today I am going out of my mind and need to get out of the house for longer than a couple hours. Problem, I have a dog
I text him this morning that i am stir crazy can he walk the dog? Yes, he is happy too. I come home after day out. He has texted me happy details of happy walking of canine - a romp, an adventure.
He can walk my dog, come in my place, let me know how good that was? I cannot however see him - I should not want to see him. When does this madness end. I am complicit, I know.
Question: If he is done, why isn't he done all the way? What's with the happy walking of the dog?




