I have a few questions...
For my whole story it is posted in general discussion. My ex of 6 months (together for 15 years) was diagnosed with major depression disorder.
Can this illness make you not FEEL love or does he really not love me. He has stated that he doesn't love anyone or anything.
Will he ever come back to if he loves me or will he think its not worth it knowing how much pain it has caused me. He continually tells me that he's not in love and I deserve to be loved. I deserve someone better than him. Says that he cannot give 100% and its not fair to me that he can't give the same.
Does the illness make you feel like you want to be alone and live alone forever? He has told me the things listed above and said I will never come home but he cannot predict the future that we may get back together. That's confusing to me.
In my post in general discussion he is now partying everyday since he started seeing this girl that is a hot mess herself. If he wants to be alone why is he with her and why is he never home? My opinion is that he doesn't want to be alone with his thoughts and feelings? What do you think? He is not only seeing this girl but he is also sleeping with others. Of course I am heartbroken and hurt but also so confused. I have decided to not contact him and try and take control of my own life but I am still so concerned and worried about him. I am early 40's and he will be 40 this month. I am not excited about the dating scene that I may face in the future. I love this man more than life but I cannot save him. He has even told me that himself. I want to contact his pschyatrist and counselor to notify them of his recent destructive behavior but I'm not sure they would listen to me. I'm afraid they would think I was the crazy ex even though I was involved in his sessions prior to Sept.
He has to want dig deep down and get rid of his hurt and anger. He has to do this himself!! I hope he realizes this sooner than later. He is a wonderful man and I want to be with him for the rest of my life. Ugh!!
For my whole story it is posted in general discussion. My ex of 6 months (together for 15 years) was diagnosed with major depression disorder.
Can this illness make you not FEEL love or does he really not love me. He has stated that he doesn't love anyone or anything.
Will he ever come back to if he loves me or will he think its not worth it knowing how much pain it has caused me. He continually tells me that he's not in love and I deserve to be loved. I deserve someone better than him. Says that he cannot give 100% and its not fair to me that he can't give the same.
Does the illness make you feel like you want to be alone and live alone forever? He has told me the things listed above and said I will never come home but he cannot predict the future that we may get back together. That's confusing to me.
In my post in general discussion he is now partying everyday since he started seeing this girl that is a hot mess herself. If he wants to be alone why is he with her and why is he never home? My opinion is that he doesn't want to be alone with his thoughts and feelings? What do you think? He is not only seeing this girl but he is also sleeping with others. Of course I am heartbroken and hurt but also so confused. I have decided to not contact him and try and take control of my own life but I am still so concerned and worried about him. I am early 40's and he will be 40 this month. I am not excited about the dating scene that I may face in the future. I love this man more than life but I cannot save him. He has even told me that himself. I want to contact his pschyatrist and counselor to notify them of his recent destructive behavior but I'm not sure they would listen to me. I'm afraid they would think I was the crazy ex even though I was involved in his sessions prior to Sept.
He has to want dig deep down and get rid of his hurt and anger. He has to do this himself!! I hope he realizes this sooner than later. He is a wonderful man and I want to be with him for the rest of my life. Ugh!!




