I'm so upset. He told the pdoc he was fine. And that he's been weaning himself off the meds. So he hasn't been taking the full dose and now I know why he's been so moody and horrid. So I got upset at him. And he freaked, flipped out. Starting calling me obscenities every other word, saying that I need to stay out of his business. His business?! That his depression isn't my business?! I told him that. He was horrid. Angry. Violent. I'm upset beyond belief. Told him to leave and that I can't be married to him like that. And I mean it. I don't have a job. So who knows what will happen. But I can't go through another holiday season with someone who's going to stop taking is meds. Wean himself my arse! Thought we were going to get better. He's in total denial. Great! Another D person who is in denial. I thought we'd be the ones who could make it. Not going to be. Can't do it. Can't. I'm exhausted.




