I know you are in a bad place but it is not my fault, Tuesday you said that you think you loved me and I felt amazing, baby steps but at least you felt something, tthen today you want me to let you go and you want me to move on what the hell, how come you change your mind in the space of 3 bloody days, you want me to stop loving you and let you go, I can't just stop my feelings and flick a magic switch and turn my feelings off, you don't like it when I tell you that I love you and how much you mean to me, it did not bother you on Tuesday but today I'm not allowed to have any feelings, well screw you I have feelings for you and I love you I can not turn my love for you off just like that, I will not give up on you, its hard for me being rejected by you but I'm giving you space, you don't want me to wait for you as you don't think you will get better, you will it may take a while but you can not tell if I can wait or not it's my choice not yours. I choose when I walk away I choose when enough is enough for me not you.




